I suffer in silence just to make others happy.




I was sooo angry at my boyfriend, like, say 15 mins ago? I was so bloody pissed that I planned not to sms him tmr... Merajuk lah konon!

So i was bloghopping and came upon this blog whereby blogged about her boyfriend is in hospital, fighting for his life due to an accident...

i immediately regretted scolding my boyfriend.. i wanted to apologize but he's already asleep..

sorry k wak..

i love you..




I love my car!

It was really unexpected.. was getting ready to go back to npc to sign some forms when i received a call from Lionel, who informed that my car can be collected already... I became so kanchong!

The whole troop accompanied me to Cycle and Carriage... I fell in love with my car at first sight man.. the yellow is gorgeous... so the car's maiden trip was to bedok.. wakaka...

sent my boyfriend back after that... gosh i was so nervous...

hahah..

i love my car!




I really wish that i could overcome my fear of ____________.

I don't want to be looked upon as weak. Sigh.

I know i will overcome it one day.

I know i will.

Yes i will.

Love you...

Time check: 0200 hours.

Still WIDE awake.

I think i can even run 2.4km right now...

AARRGHH..

Everyone's asleep.. except me.....

I can't stop thinking about him...

AAARRGHH...




I have so many things line up this april and coming may... HaHa..

APRIL

1. Ikea shopping with dayana
2. An outing with rene, dian and ilah
3. Transfer to BK NPC
4. Shopping with Chempaka
5. Dian's chalet
6. CK Team A chalet

MAY
1. Pyjamas party with dayana :)
2. My birthday!
3. Squad gathering!
4. Tioman trip with dayana!

On top of that, i still have my normal dates with boyfriend... heheh...

Oh on sat, went to sentosa (again!) with my family and boyfriend...

It was sooo hot... This time around I wore a tshirt coz my back and arms are still peeling due to the previous Sentosa trip...and I even put on sunblock which i never done before... haha... I don't want to look as though I'm suffering from any skin problem.. haha...

It was pure fun lah.. We took turns to be buried in the sand.. haha.. Seaweed 'fight'! When it started raining.. like big splotch of rain droplets... other people started to seek shelter whereas we still continue playing in the water thinking that we are already wet so there was no point to run to the shelter.. some more our things were in the tent, away from the rain mah...

and....

when we decided to wash up and changed, we discovered that all our clothes were soaking wet!!! turned out that underneath our tent, a big puddle of water had formed.. hahahaha..... i ended up going home with my not so wet top and towel to cover my bottom! lucky my bro drove....


aiyoh.....


alright, till my next post...

bye!

p.s. I HATE COPYCATS.




I never been this happy in such a loonngg time...

Finally met up with some of my squadmates for supper despite having fever and blocked nose...

It was really really nice to see them..

Just like old times... :p

Botak, you are so cute! Hahaha...

I hope we can organised a gathering on may 15.. I simply can't wait for that...

and baby... let's not argue anymore.. you know i love you...




Work was fun today.. back at cck.. i'm going to enjoy every minute of it... if everything goes well, i'll be staying.. if not.. off to BB...

i'm just hoping for the best...

BF..

I miss you..


I can't get enough of you..

Get well soon ok...