I never said that i am blameless in this relationship.

I know I have my flaws and I have my part in doing some damages to the relationship. I KNOW THAT.

I never said that you are entirely to be blamed for everything. DO NOT PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH.

All i wanted is for us to calm ourselves down and not arguing anymore. THAT WAS MY REASON FOR THE TIME OUT.

GUESS YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND.


And now you're leaving me. GREAT. JUST GREAT.

GO. DON'T EVER LOOK BACK.

If you decided to turn and come back..


SORRY..

I WILL NEVER EVER TAKE YOU BACK.


GOODBYE.




NO MORE EMO ENTRIES..!!



*toodles*




i'm bored!!!!!!

There's nothing much to do at home other than sleeping...

I'm sick of Friendster...

I'm getting bored with Facebook..

My MSN is hacked and I can't log in..

I've read all the novels I borrowed..

There's no one to go out with...

Can't drive before 7pm...

Back to work tomorrow..

Such a boring life, I know!!


-.-''




I don't need you to apologize to me.. What's past is past.. What's done cannot be undone.. I just want you to understand that the whole issue was purely a big big misunderstanding..

I know you have my interest at heart.. I totally understand where you coming from.. Maybe the way you pointed out to me was wrong.. Allow me to explain myself first before jumping to conclusion..

We tend to say things we would regret later.. I don't want it to happen to you..

I already said everything I need to earlier today...

I hope you understand now..

Judge me by my actions, not by what I wear..

Deep down, I'm still the same Nurain you know back then..

Enough is enough already.. I don't have any energy left to argue with you everyday... Its draining me out.. I'm totally stressed out.. Too many things on my mind.. I'm mentally exhausted..

Tomorrow is a brand new day..

Lets just start afresh...

ILU.


P.S. Thanks for the flowers...




Sometimes
I feel I've got to run away
I've got to get away
From the pain
You drove into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
I think I've lost my light
For I toss and turn
I can't sleep at night

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
Give you all a girl could give you
Take my tears
And thats not nearly all

Baby, baby
Where did our love go?





I know I can never be the perfect girlfriend.. In fact i'm far from being one.. I have my flaws but i'm trying as best as I could.. Please give me time..

I don't need you to say 'I love you' hundred times a day.. I don't need you to buy me flowers, rings or whatever.. I don't need all that.. I just want to be happy.. Can you make me happy?












Deeparaya 2008! This is the first time I participated and I got to admit that I am quite stiff when I danced.. The last time I danced was 5 years ago! When I was in Sec 5. Keke.. Overall, it was a fun experience.. Even though I had to sacrifice a lot of my time for practice, sacrifice my raya outing, dates with bf, at the end of the day, it was all worth it... Hope to join again next year!





Video courtesy of Nadiah.. Since this video was taken by her boyfriend, most of the part is focused on her.. kekeke... can't really see me.. kekeke.. never mind....


here are SOME of the pics...


Phew! I give up ! Too many pics! I will upload the full album, from rehearsals to the actual day, on my multiply when I'm er, not lazy!! Hahakz!


To think I spend my leave day editing pics. -.-"


kekeke!


k,bye!




After failing miserably during the past two training shoots and was almost taken out from the team, finally i proved him wrong.. 314 points ok! kekeke...


Steady lah cck! Champion! Hahakz!


Hope to join again next year!


I still have my deeparaya updates.. tons of pictures to upload.. will do so when I have the mood.. So many things to say.. But don't know where to begin...

So till the next post, bye!




I'M BACK!!!!



I miss this page of mine lah!


Will be back with proper updates soonest!!