What's up with youths these days?

The way they dress, act and everything, its like getting bad to worse...

Most of them are malay.. Such a disgrace...

I may not be your typical religious muslim girl...

But at least i'm mature enough to know what is right and what is wrong...

I don't drink, i don't smoke and i don't club...

Ok, zouk was an exception... My teammates wanted to go thus i tagged along... Yah honestly, i was curious to know what's clubbing like... But i don't make clubbing as my weekly routine... In fact, i don't even know when i will ever step in a club again... Its not that important anyway....

Anyway....

Was watching Cucuku Sayang the other day.. There was a scene whereby the granddaughter mixed with the bad crowd, smoke, had a tatoo... I candidly asked my daddy, what if it's me who behaved that way.. He kept quiet.... From the look on his face, i know that he is thankful that i didn't turn out like that... :P

Maybe i chose the right set of friends.. Like dayana and ain.. They are the ones who stick with me during my sec sch days... Which reminds me of something....

I was a victim of a bully...

Like seriously...

I was bullied by a classmate throughout my sec sch years... She really made my sec sch life a living hell.. She would ganged up with others and ostracized me... When she got bored, she would find a new target, befriend me again but only to repeat that cycle over and over again...

I still remember how she called me names...

I still remember how she just opened my bag and upon seeing me, she would just throw everything inside my bag on the floor..

I still remember she would confront me in that gangster-like attitude..

I still she would just ripped off my table deco..

She was that mean.. I can just go on and on and on...

The sad thing is that, never once did i stand up for myself...

I guess i was naive, timid, scared to that...

What she did to me really affected me badly.. I became very paranoid.. Always thinking too much... Was afraid to make new friends.. Which explains why i was like a mute in ite...

Sigh...

I guess i went through a lot when i was younger...

Not only in school, but at home, at my first work place...

Everywhere...

It all made me what i am today...

People can call me whatever they want...

Budak kecik lah, itu lah ini lah...

But hey..

You don't know what its like to be me...

And i still have a loooonnnnggg way to go...

Wait wait wait....

Whatever i said earlier, does it even link?

Hehehe....

Never mind...

K lah, till then...

bye!!

IF YOU CAN'T DO GOOD THINGS.. DON'T DO BAD THINGS...