This was how i spent my 23rd Birthday. :)


14 May 2009
Venue: HotPark

Bf brought me to HotPark cause I never been there before.. Hehe...


15 May 2009
Venue: West Coast Park
Pics taken from Ain's FB

The best theme I could ever ask for, seriously. BBQ + movie under the star... Britney Spears- themed, movie: Crossroads starring Britney... :)




16 May 2009
Venue: LC Catering, JB

Actually, not much pictures taken on this day.. Had a family gatherig at the said location... Met up with my favourite cousins... It was really nice..



17 May 2009
Venue: The Rice Table
Pics taken from Aisyah's FB
18 May 2009
Venue: Spa Elements

Went for a facial and body massage, my brother's treat at Spa Elements located at The Cathay.. The facial was good... Except that the therapist said that my eye bags are quite bad... No thanks to the lack of sleep.. Haha.. The massage was fantastic... I felt soo much better.. Thanks bro!


So thats it... Who needs a big party man when i have all this? Nice surprises with a personal touch.. i love it sooo very much.. Thank you everybody.. :)

Till the next post..



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Dayana is such a genius! Love you babe. Come back soon!





R5/07 is the best. Period.


Love you guys. Thank you for the nice surprise.


4 down, 1 more to go! :)




Thank you lovely people for the wishes..!!

The best birthday so far!

On the 14th, Fir brought me to Hotpark (not really sure of the spelling, hah!).. It was very fun.. I love the place, the card, the gift, the cake, the hugs.. the one that touched me most, is the effort.. I thank you for that.. You know that even without all the above, i would still be happy.. :) thank you for everything.. thank you for the support during this difficult period.. ILYSM.. No matter what.. And i'm glad we sorted things out... but but but , must train you how to take pics.. ehehe.. where's my nikon d90 that i want so much hah??? heheheh..

On the 15th, spent most of the day at home.. Received a SMS from Diyana to meet up at West Coast Park two days before.. I was so excited cause I didn't know what to expect.. I knew they had something for me, duh! Heheh.. Was sooooo touched and happy beyond words when they planned a BRITNEY SPEARS-themed party for me!! Complete with a mini BBQ and a movie under the stars! Crossroads starring Britney!! Seriously, only they could think of a theme like this! And its the BEESSSTTTTTT theme ever! They know how much i loooovvveeee britney spears... since sec 1 ok.. heheheh.. thanks babes... love you all to bits.. wish dayana was with us.. it wasn't complete without her...


will upload the photos soooneesst.... tonight off to jb for dinner with family.. tmr R5 meet up and monday would be spa day, sponsored by my bro! woohhooo...



P.S. i finally glad that its over. I'm so grateful to god. This is an experience that i would never ever forget.




Do you believe in black magic?

So far, from what i know or experienced, only MALAYS commonly used black magic. What a shame. What a disgrace.

I'm not superstitious and initially i don't really believe in these things. I only did when it happened to my own family. Seriously these people who resort to black magic to kill or harm other people are either plain crazy, sick or even both.

I would not forgive that someone who used black magic to harm my family, to the extent that my mother fell sick and suffered a stroke.. Screw these people... And the saddest part, these people who went all out to make others suffer, are your relatives.

Sick. Pissed me to the core. My mum's fine now though. She suffered stroke three years ago and it was the hardest time of my life and i almost wanted to quit school to look after her.

The latest i heard that the same people who harmed my mother are doing the same thing to my uncle and his two small daughters. Fucking shit. Uncivilized people. Call yourself a muslim, yet you do all this?? I hope you rot in hell man.

I always always always believe in karma. Retribution will hit you right back. What goes around comes around. Remember that. Save it somewhere in that stupid brain of yours. But then again, do you even have one?

May god 'bless' you.


On a lighter note,


I'm sooo looking forward for tmr till the 18th... I'm fully booked! Woohoo..

Can't wait to meet up with my R5 darlings. Too bad my partner in crime Fir couldnt make it. I have not seen him for sooo long!


Hint, hint, I'm turning 17th! Wakaka.


P.S. Missing my mami jarum clan! :)



Till the next post.




So many things to say. Don't know where to begin.

I been staring at this page for almost an hour.

I give up.

Bye!




Yesterday was by far the hardest day at work for me..

My cousin's funeral was held yesterday and i could not take leave.. but tl gave me time off.. lucky cemetery under our sector.. i put on a happy front when i went to work in the morning and by the time the shift ended, i couldn't take it anymore.. i just wanted to go back asap... at night before i went to sleep, i broke down..

i was stunned that i couldn't see his face for the last time.. i was a little too late.. when i saw my uncle and the rest wept, i too, felt like crying but i don't know how i managed to control my emotions at that time...

the past week has been hard on me.. i don't know how to explain.. been losing sleep for some reasons that no one will ever believed me... what else can i do...

life has been hard..

very hard...

i wish i can go somewhere far.....

that no one could find me....




My cousin passed away this afternoon.

Very sudden.

Life is fragile, indeed.

Treasure your loved ones.

Rest in peace Ashraf.